A friend gets a hall pass.
I bobbed for about fifteen seconds, maybe thirty, before he reassured me, "This trip isn't the end."
I nodded, acting like a firm mother, "it better not be, young man."
"I'm serious," he said, as he put his cock back away, back to his confident dominant self, "I'm not sure how, but I expect you available for me when I need you."
"What do you want me to do, move into your dorm room and be your full service, three hole cum deposit?" I asked, liking the nasty talk and imagining what I just described to be a great porn video.
He nodded, "That sounds perfect."
"What sounds perfect?" Alex asked, coming out of the bathroom.
Cory quickly covered, "Mom promised to come and see me in a couple of weeks to make sure I am settled."
"She did?" Alex asked perplexed, knowing we had plans for the next while.
I nodded, "Honey, I can't be gallivanting around the country not knowing if Cory is getting his basic needs fulfilled." Again unable to avoid the innuendo.
"He's an adult now," Alex pointed out. "He's quite capable of living on his own."
"Alex," I said in a tone I only used when I wanted him to understand clearly the conversation had already been decided. "I need to be able to check on him. I won't be able to enjoy the trip if I'm always worried about my son."
"So you want to cancel the trip?" Alex asked.
"Adapt it," I answered. "Just do something that doesn't take us states away from Cory."
Alex looked at Cory for help, but Cory didn't bite.
"Fine," Alex said, trying to be sympathetic even though it was obvious he was annoyed, "We can hit a few spots nearby and do a circle trip back here."
"Great," I nodded, then yawned. "I'm exhausted. A full day of backseat riding wore me out."
Cory added, trying not to laugh at the bluntness of my statement, "Yeah, it was a long, hard ride."
"Well, tomorrow is a shorter drive," Alex said.
"Is it?" I asked, sounding disappointed, because I was.
"Oh yeah, we are only about five hours away, we made really good time today," Alex informed us.
That meant I only had five more hours of Cory's cock. I lied, "Well, that's good."
"Then our boy becomes a man," Alex said, patting him on a back.
I thought to myself, 'Trust me! He is already a man'.
Cory joked, "Is there a ceremony for manhood?"
Alex laughed, "No, but hundreds of new women."
This made me jealous, which was ludicrous. He was my son. This was temporary. I suddenly realized any plans I had of visiting and fucking were just temporary measures of pleasure that delayed the inevitable. He would find a girlfriend. He would get married. And I... I would get older.
Ironically, empty nest syndrome seemed to hit me right then and there... when I realized I wouldn't always be able to be fucked by my son.
I broke down in tears.
"What's wrong, honey?" Alex asked, coming to me as I actually collapsed on the bed in a sudden emotional mess.
"My only boy is leaving me," I blabbered through heavy sobs.
Alex comforted me, "He's just going to college, not to the moon."
"I know," I sobbed.
Cory added, "It's okay, Mom. You can come and check on me any time you want."
"Thank you," I said, as I calmed down. "It's just, you're my only son."
As Alex rubbed my back like the caring husband he is, my guilt only increased at my betrayal to him. Yet, that guilt was overridden by my complete lust for my son.
Shit, I was a complete mess.
Eventually, I calmed down and we watched the news and went to bed. As usual, in a few minutes Alex was snoring.
As I lay there, I felt guilt. I felt lost. And I felt horny. True, these emotions didn't usually go hand in hand, yet the reality was those were the emotions tearing me apart.
Yet, like in the car, it was lust that took control.
I glanced over to the other bed. Cory was facing the opposite way.
I glanced back at my husband, he was definitely fast asleep.
A wicked idea suddenly popped into my head.